Yup. I totally bailed.
I was feeling pretty rotten all week. Each day seemed to get a little sadder than the next. Saturday was a pretty terrible day. I was grumpy and short tempered. That's not the kind of mom or person I want to be. I was tired. I did not have Cheetah Blood. My head was fuzzy. It had been fuzzy off and on for awhile. See, I think I NEED to have more carbs than just fruit and veggies. Or maybe I was doing it wrong. Either way, keeping up the pace with my two little ones and no food was not working out.
I jumped off the wagon Saturday night. I had a piece of bread (wow, I like bread) After that, I had a piece of dark chocolate. The dark chocolate was incredible. Every nerve/cell/neuron in my body and brain leapt for joy. It was an incredible feeling. I mean, the chocolate melted in my mouth and every cell was rejoicing.
To Be Continued...(once kids are napping or at least not trying to cause bodily harm to each other)
Don't beat yourself up over this!
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