Is it ever easy ending a long-term relationship? No. I mean, even if it's an unhealthy - even toxic- relationship, there are always the good times to look back on. Diet Coke and I had been together for a really long time. And even though I knew that maybe it wasn't the best relationship for me, it was usually a satisfying one. It fulfilled me physically and was always there for me, no matter what time of day.
I called things off once I realized it contained a neurotoxin that can alter one's brain chemistry (or something along those lines) I mean, I knew I had to cut back on the time I spent with DC, and was planning on having a much needed break and take some time for myself to figure out what it is I really need from a beverage.
I even returned an unopened case to Target today.
Right now I have a white chocolate peppermint mocha from Starbucks. Sure, it's delicious, new and fun, but it's just a rebound beverage. There's no long term potential there. Mostly due to the ridiculously high cost.
Even though I know DC and I shouldn't be together, it's still hard to say goodbye.
I need a breakup playlist.
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